Monday, December 25, 2006

after a longg timee !!...a journey seen !!

the journey too longg.
the paths still nt made
with the sun toilng dwn
gotta move via the shade !


the sun wll add to the struggle
or is it to make the struggle .a struggle!!
am i happy to reach the goal
or the way o reaching it wil give me what i want

what i am today is what i was not
but the problem is how to sort
the array af problms in maaah cot
which are more often than not
but still i got to trot trot and trot.....!

ah god am tired
or the thought of it tiring me
there are many a bate..s
but that is what i need to hate.,
to walk through the gate
rather hovering around it !

" how to do it >??
why to do it??
am i really fr it ??"

vague thought tampering my mind
but the way is still gonna be hard to find

anyways i am the best
have to be a cut above the rest
not for me not for u
but for the two(should say three !)
who wll always love me ,back me
even if i fail the test!!

Bringing back maah santa !!

merry christmas blogggg..!!another ..year passes by....i almost abdicated the blog but maah frnds wrdss today really made to rethink abt maah blogging startegies and writings which though good(self praisee!!)havent been rheotoric enough ..anyways !!..sitting by alonee ..makes me think smthing lil vagueee..
where ..s maah santaa???
seems hes gone smwhere ..has been three years hvnt seen me ..ya gottaa ..be back nex christmas...BRINGING BACK THE SANTA(missions updated!)..!!
A beleagured cute boyy...has nw started seeing life ...but hes not prophisent enough to guess ..a sucessful struggle...ar is it that he has lost lil bit af say self beleif??...the targets are a glittering mirror but the ways too foggyy.....(enough to addle him )...what does he do...??
.....looks back to his life and remebers a...former adage
.......................:"nthing is harder on ur laurels than resting on them !!:""
really well said ...i rember maah bro sayign once "tu kabi class mein top mat karna and the usual..hunhunhun((dnt thinkk..he failed...93.8%..but still")..". the usual aberration after a catastrophe i felt ......sab kehten hain "nthing suceeds like success "but nbdy thought the opposite way...
.........................."nthng fails like a failure !!""
sounding like a real unsatisfied ..unsucessful unhappyy...boyyy is it??..... may be the refrnce level tday nighthas alleviated a lil bit....enough af the pastt..so whts next an uphill task..and the acclivity...reaall..sharp.....i need to shift gearss,,,!! i really do...
its giving me the same feel..as stop there itsel and enjoy the ..hills..ar ...go fr the the mountainss...(kinda dare to think beyond the hills thing !!).anyways ..think these soully expressionzz unliited are never gonna end i better get to sme wrk...wll talk to santa tommorow ..this time round the clock round the yearr...but will it help??ar is it smthing else i needd....!!GOD i am puzzelled !

Saturday, July 29, 2006

still undecided !

......god god god...even cognition ...isnt providing me an help...the question that strikes my mind again again and again is why india??...me ankit ..among the exodus of people stilll..in search af his dreams..why does maah thought go awry everynow and then..??i waana be .what...meri life mein kya sahi mein ..vo nahin hi the word is LAKHSYA is it???..what is realy gonna exhorb me to realis maa real potential/??...or i murphy gonna prove himsel agin true....nt this time ...thoguh sorry. mr murphy

again....cming back why india!!...should i be in india aur mauka lagte hi kat lun???

why be in country .....
where reservations are the bigger issue over development !!
where judiciary has really taken a thorough drubbing and politics ...is te real god
where even president cannot keep.the cats in his bags...or can say presidential mail int also a secret..

where ..every .public work is procastinated rather than being done..in public welfare
where there is more than 100 crore of junta but still only sporadic advancements takes place .
list can go up to infinity ...
the question is why to question brain drain undr such situations???
may be maah lines cary lota panache but still ..they are and really are ..hard known facts
and still no one caring to put up efforts agains it !

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

politics of GOD !

Hmm how does this topic actually strike me ! sitting in the library tired searching proxies for orkut have no work to do but to just go back in the past IIT days ..remebering certain discussions i had !one of them being


WORLD A GREAT DIVIDE:
great divide of continents
great divide into nations
great divide into states
then to cities colonies...house ..
may be these are just geogreaphic divides but',continuing
great divide among sexes
then even in each sexes theres a divide ( remebering my frenz words there in IIT as his prof asked him his veiws upon "the great divide in his balls "i l like people posting specail comments on that too!...)
sometimes it makes me wonder if similar divide exists between the other species too or is that only man who has been into division rule too often than not
may be the insects too have their upper and lower cats their nations their borders..?(does anybody have any info i am interested !)
taking this topic on to the CASTE issue which had been the most hot and hyped topic by the media though i dnt even see it appearing in any af major media sources.

"Divide and rule, the politician cries; unite and lead, is watchword of the wise."

the above words really makes me think that quotes made nearly centuries ago still hold good .why cant we stop thinking about racism and be equal people only with names differnet and nthing else or is that
"GOD sitting up there is himself a politician using the divide rule ???"

and it his he who hasnt instilled us with the power to overcome this racism for his soul purpose of running world under him by creating so many types of every speices and then types of types .....

may be i wll continue on racism next post ...and many more of why's which strike my mind ...taking u into the WHY world !.
anyways ..
The politics of God is often not the same as the politics of the people of God. The real question is not whether religious faith should influence a society and its politics, but how.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

"Hand of GOD"-- the great soccer controversy!

well the name being hand of god must have reminded all fotabll freaks and fans of one of the greates fottball controversies af all times ..taking u back to the 86 wrld cup !.heres sme data for the ftbaall lovers and even fr those who arent!!

The Hand of God goal was scored by Diego Maradona in the quarter-final match of the 1986 FIFA World Cup between England and Argentina, played on 22 June 1986 in Mexico City's Estadio Azteca. Maradona illegally used his left hand to score the goal, but the referee thought he had used his head and allowed the goal. Argentina won 2-1 and for the English people the legacy of this event perhaps best symbolizes the rivalry between the two football (soccer) teams.
Five minutes later, Maradona scored another goal, voted in 2002 as the best goal in World Cup history, in which he eluded five English outfield players (Hoddle, Reid, Sansom, Butcher and Fenwick) as well as Shilton. England scored through Gary Lineker in the 81st minute, but Argentina won the match 2-1 and went on to win the World Cup.

so may be that really was hand of god ....which took them tat far thouugh this time 2006 ti think they dnt need it..they gonaa go ahead to win without thathelp...!

GODS day out!!

Okay, all you non-religious, ‘people of no faith’, unchanged, atheists, scientists,CPIwalas,Congress-walas,BJP-Walas ,agnostics and secular humanists. I’ve had enough!You people don’t hold a monopoly on virtue deficiencies. This is just propaganda. No longer will anyone believe that only the godless can be morally objectionable.

Now, times are changing. And as people of faith have gained political power and celebrity status - they have captured the public attention. Soon it will be very clear: religious people are just as human as regular humans.For too long has the collective unconscious ASSUMED that evil is only obtainable by forsaking religious doctrine. It’s a lie. I know you think to yourself,”This person is devout, they must be good - good at everything - especially judging.” This bias against religious people has to stop!I know we all hold this secret prejudice, it’s understandable.But let’s examine this for a moment:Pedophilia: It’s finally known that you don’t have to be an atheist to be a child rapist. Men of God can do that too!Seemingly random violence: It’s not just for loner, heavy metal fans anymore. You can now praise God (or Allah) when you blow things up.

Political corruption: You think only Quakers can accomplish that? No! Now you can go to a REAL church on Sunday AND break the law on Monday.
All people are equal in the eyes of God! Meaning, if you don’t believe in God - it doesn’t give you special permission to do all the reprehensible things people of faith enjoy.

Note this: We are equals!

Friday, June 23, 2006

Hand of god --part 1


!!!THE HAND OF GOD !!!!

moziac of life (as maah frnd says!)

ONE OF THE VERY D GOOD POEMS OF MAAH FRND THAT I HAVE FALLEN FR .. COMMENTS INVITED FR THE RISING POET !.


The morning sun rises
The squirrel, the sparrow, the rose prises,
The dark night is out of crises,
The world besides the ocean dices,
The twilight finally mesmerizes,
Then why the morning sun rises.

A plant is planted By birds it is haunted,
By populace it is daunted,
By age it is then gaunted,By death it is pounded,
Then why is a plant planted.

A child is borN,
Sprouts like a ripened corn,
Grows like a melodious horn,
He is then left lorn,Apart he is finally torn,
Then why is a child born.

The sun rises to drive away the gloom,
The plant prises as the nature's broomThe child comes up with an invitation to cheers,
Life withers away to remind us of tears,
The one who wins is the one who bears and steers.

Nature has its own laws,All perfect and with no flaws,
Full of tricks, saturated with straws,
This Mosaic, no one knows who draws,But whoever he is,
deserves an applause.-Deepinder Singh Kalra

MAH FRND!(deep kalra)