Kaminey..!

tan taaee naa tana na na..:P....well.....well..jsut wondering how common this word is

and precisely wondering when does it find place in the english dictonary...

Kaminey...i office ..

Kaminey on the roads..

kaminey in the game ...

kaminey...' s are the only one to blame...

people hate them ..but love to be one....

i love to be one ...

do you??

...did you find it crap??

immediate reaction.:KAMINEY..:P

to the dead.....

the day we met
till the day you left
a lot changed love

Still dont beleive it
that we did delete it
the thing called "we "
or whatever may it be..

nothing lasts forever
neither did this
but what i regret is
it wasnt to be a bliss....

There are things i miss
..may be the last kiss??
anyways ..life will go on
may it be dusk or dawn...........
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I and you will live on
but keep the thought in the head---

"nobody cried...
when we died....."

..i did hear it somewhere...."its not that i miss her.....i miss what i thought she wass.. You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on." "You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.

IN NEED OF CONVIVIALITY

well this blog i might sound a paranoid but generally i am in this woebegone state after a fag .dont mind !!ahh seems like the being in his goddman world is a suffering
..the birth a suffering
..old age is a suffering ..
childhood without the carte blanche a suffering
adolesence with all those questions in the mind a suffering family life with the responsibilities a suffering
being with loathsome people all around a suffering
disease a suffering
making love a suffering
loss of love a suffering
failure a suffering
death a suffering
hmm ankit mahajan is sounding little pugnacious.just in need to meet a vicar.may be he will beat him down in the debate today,!!..though this debate is up for grabs for anyone reading my blog.(one conition let me be high ..i bet competition will be much toughe r !)
anyways life today seems to me like a predicament a.story of struggle for every man who has been made insatiable to struggle till life downs its tools! ..by the ONE who has the dossier of evrybody alive and is read to him after his end (THE so called JUDGEMENT DAY) ..

born to win ..

no this isnt a book reveiw....but its just ..another of my blogss..its abt 3 in the afternoon ..didnt feel like going to class..anyways the question that reverberated in my mind..that am i born to win?no no surely not....!! nextt....is it that only some gifted one are ..born to win??who show their prodigy in childhood....no ..that cannot be said for sure ,have seen erudites digging holes in water..even after being adept in their respective feilds..so who excatly.is THE ONE???
is he the one with..POWER??
SUPERNATURAL POWER??
MONEY??
FAME??
or is it juss the hapiness that..measure how much of a winner we are??
or is a GAMUT of all the factors?
if it is the case WHAT is the right propotion?
is a winner a succesfull man or a successful man a winner ??
can say a kind of chicken and egg situation..swell deperately need the answer to the questions !! i hope serendipity does work (the answers will be vital!!for my vitality !)

after a longg timee !!...a journey seen !!

the journey too longg.
the paths still nt made
with the sun toilng dwn
gotta move via the shade !


the sun wll add to the struggle
or is it to make the struggle .a struggle!!
am i happy to reach the goal
or the way o reaching it wil give me what i want

what i am today is what i was not
but the problem is how to sort
the array af problms in maaah cot
which are more often than not
but still i got to trot trot and trot.....!

ah god am tired
or the thought of it tiring me
there are many a bate..s
but that is what i need to hate.,
to walk through the gate
rather hovering around it !

" how to do it >??
why to do it??
am i really fr it ??"

vague thought tampering my mind
but the way is still gonna be hard to find

anyways i am the best
have to be a cut above the rest
not for me not for u
but for the two(should say three !)
who wll always love me ,back me
even if i fail the test!!

Bringing back maah santa !!

merry christmas blogggg..!!another ..year passes by....i almost abdicated the blog but maah frnds wrdss today really made to rethink abt maah blogging startegies and writings which though good(self praisee!!)havent been rheotoric enough ..anyways !!..sitting by alonee ..makes me think smthing lil vagueee..
where ..s maah santaa???
seems hes gone smwhere ..has been three years hvnt seen me ..ya gottaa ..be back nex christmas...BRINGING BACK THE SANTA(missions updated!)..!!
A beleagured cute boyy...has nw started seeing life ...but hes not prophisent enough to guess ..a sucessful struggle...ar is it that he has lost lil bit af say self beleif??...the targets are a glittering mirror but the ways too foggyy.....(enough to addle him )...what does he do...??
.....looks back to his life and remebers a...former adage
.......................:"nthing is harder on ur laurels than resting on them !!:""
really well said ...i rember maah bro sayign once "tu kabi class mein top mat karna and the usual..hunhunhun((dnt thinkk..he failed...93.8%..but still")..". the usual aberration after a catastrophe i felt ......sab kehten hain "nthing suceeds like success "but nbdy thought the opposite way...
.........................."nthng fails like a failure !!""
sounding like a real unsatisfied ..unsucessful unhappyy...boyyy is it??..... may be the refrnce level tday nighthas alleviated a lil bit....enough af the pastt..so whts next an uphill task..and the acclivity...reaall..sharp.....i need to shift gearss,,,!! i really do...
its giving me the same feel..as stop there itsel and enjoy the ..hills..ar ...go fr the the mountainss...(kinda dare to think beyond the hills thing !!).anyways ..think these soully expressionzz unliited are never gonna end i better get to sme wrk...wll talk to santa tommorow ..this time round the clock round the yearr...but will it help??ar is it smthing else i needd....!!GOD i am puzzelled !

still undecided !

......god god god...even cognition ...isnt providing me an help...the question that strikes my mind again again and again is why india??...me ankit ..among the exodus of people stilll..in search af his dreams..why does maah thought go awry everynow and then..??i waana be .what...meri life mein kya sahi mein ..vo nahin hi the word is LAKHSYA is it???..what is realy gonna exhorb me to realis maa real potential/??...or i murphy gonna prove himsel agin true....nt this time ...thoguh sorry. mr murphy

again....cming back why india!!...should i be in india aur mauka lagte hi kat lun???

why be in country .....
where reservations are the bigger issue over development !!
where judiciary has really taken a thorough drubbing and politics ...is te real god
where even president cannot keep.the cats in his bags...or can say presidential mail int also a secret..

where ..every .public work is procastinated rather than being done..in public welfare
where there is more than 100 crore of junta but still only sporadic advancements takes place .
list can go up to infinity ...
the question is why to question brain drain undr such situations???
may be maah lines cary lota panache but still ..they are and really are ..hard known facts
and still no one caring to put up efforts agains it !

politics of GOD !

Hmm how does this topic actually strike me ! sitting in the library tired searching proxies for orkut have no work to do but to just go back in the past IIT days ..remebering certain discussions i had !one of them being


WORLD A GREAT DIVIDE:
great divide of continents
great divide into nations
great divide into states
then to cities colonies...house ..
may be these are just geogreaphic divides but',continuing
great divide among sexes
then even in each sexes theres a divide ( remebering my frenz words there in IIT as his prof asked him his veiws upon "the great divide in his balls "i l like people posting specail comments on that too!...)
sometimes it makes me wonder if similar divide exists between the other species too or is that only man who has been into division rule too often than not
may be the insects too have their upper and lower cats their nations their borders..?(does anybody have any info i am interested !)
taking this topic on to the CASTE issue which had been the most hot and hyped topic by the media though i dnt even see it appearing in any af major media sources.

"Divide and rule, the politician cries; unite and lead, is watchword of the wise."

the above words really makes me think that quotes made nearly centuries ago still hold good .why cant we stop thinking about racism and be equal people only with names differnet and nthing else or is that
"GOD sitting up there is himself a politician using the divide rule ???"

and it his he who hasnt instilled us with the power to overcome this racism for his soul purpose of running world under him by creating so many types of every speices and then types of types .....

may be i wll continue on racism next post ...and many more of why's which strike my mind ...taking u into the WHY world !.
anyways ..
The politics of God is often not the same as the politics of the people of God. The real question is not whether religious faith should influence a society and its politics, but how.