after a longg timee !!...a journey seen !!

the journey too longg.
the paths still nt made
with the sun toilng dwn
gotta move via the shade !


the sun wll add to the struggle
or is it to make the struggle .a struggle!!
am i happy to reach the goal
or the way o reaching it wil give me what i want

what i am today is what i was not
but the problem is how to sort
the array af problms in maaah cot
which are more often than not
but still i got to trot trot and trot.....!

ah god am tired
or the thought of it tiring me
there are many a bate..s
but that is what i need to hate.,
to walk through the gate
rather hovering around it !

" how to do it >??
why to do it??
am i really fr it ??"

vague thought tampering my mind
but the way is still gonna be hard to find

anyways i am the best
have to be a cut above the rest
not for me not for u
but for the two(should say three !)
who wll always love me ,back me
even if i fail the test!!

Bringing back maah santa !!

merry christmas blogggg..!!another ..year passes by....i almost abdicated the blog but maah frnds wrdss today really made to rethink abt maah blogging startegies and writings which though good(self praisee!!)havent been rheotoric enough ..anyways !!..sitting by alonee ..makes me think smthing lil vagueee..
where ..s maah santaa???
seems hes gone smwhere ..has been three years hvnt seen me ..ya gottaa ..be back nex christmas...BRINGING BACK THE SANTA(missions updated!)..!!
A beleagured cute boyy...has nw started seeing life ...but hes not prophisent enough to guess ..a sucessful struggle...ar is it that he has lost lil bit af say self beleif??...the targets are a glittering mirror but the ways too foggyy.....(enough to addle him )...what does he do...??
.....looks back to his life and remebers a...former adage
.......................:"nthing is harder on ur laurels than resting on them !!:""
really well said ...i rember maah bro sayign once "tu kabi class mein top mat karna and the usual..hunhunhun((dnt thinkk..he failed...93.8%..but still")..". the usual aberration after a catastrophe i felt ......sab kehten hain "nthing suceeds like success "but nbdy thought the opposite way...
.........................."nthng fails like a failure !!""
sounding like a real unsatisfied ..unsucessful unhappyy...boyyy is it??..... may be the refrnce level tday nighthas alleviated a lil bit....enough af the pastt..so whts next an uphill task..and the acclivity...reaall..sharp.....i need to shift gearss,,,!! i really do...
its giving me the same feel..as stop there itsel and enjoy the ..hills..ar ...go fr the the mountainss...(kinda dare to think beyond the hills thing !!).anyways ..think these soully expressionzz unliited are never gonna end i better get to sme wrk...wll talk to santa tommorow ..this time round the clock round the yearr...but will it help??ar is it smthing else i needd....!!GOD i am puzzelled !